Honestly, I don’t want to be counted on. I don’t want to pretend I’m ok. I don’t want to make stupid jokes. I just want to be. I don’t see me coming back from this….I don’t want to build trust. I don’t want people to trust me. I don’t know what I want but I know what I don’t want…….

You’re the good, and I need a little good in my life. because without it there’s an awful lot of darkness.